Cari Kerja Emang Susah

no need to ask
everyone knows that
seeking jobs always frustating
u may failed and failed again
no matter u think that u try hardest to work on it

Just like i magine it would be.
i failed again
urghhhh...
am i that bad?

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Fiction (Boys Love Or??)

- Title: the drummer
- Author: Myself
- Pairing: Alex/Frank
- Rating: PG 13
- Summary: Just read it OK!!
- POV: First Person.
- Authors Note: I made this story last year.I havent update yet.U wait OK??
- Dedications: Anyone who reads and comments ♥
- Disclaimer:Originally mine.



its was 3 oclock in the morning

i forced muself to get up, or i would pee in my pants
i walk lazyly into a closet
when i look at the mirror i shock
i thought there was someone else in the room beside me
but the reflection in the mirror is not including me
WTF ...is happening to me
i felt so dizzy, i must be drinking too much last night
the reflection has the same motion like i did
so i decided it was me, in another look
i have no breast , i have no v...., bonus, i have an adam apple and a p...
what the fuck was happening to me
this cant be my body
and i must be dreaming
i decided to pee 'in regular way' before i get back to sleep
wishing that its just a dream
a weird one

but when i wake up in the morning
everything is still the same, i sigh
9 am, and i still have a p....
fuck, i sweared i cursed ...
but hell, nothings change,
i try to go out to chill my self out, and keep thinking what to do next
since im far from my parents, i feel save
and they wouldnt be shocked
thank God, i was such a boyish girl so i use my old shirt and shorts,
even the shirt is too tight and my shorts hanging low on my hips
great,the shorts is still fit in me
i took my hoodie and wear it as i walk to the coffee shop in the next block of my apartement
i opened the door, i looked around and no one recognize me
maybe they thought i was a new guy who just moved down here
i walk groggyly to the counter, and order a drink i usually buy
theres couples of girl looking at me , from up to down,another giggling, and they smiled at me
and i smiled back at them

i look at the empty chair and sit down there for a while
just thinking how to move on my fucking life 'with this body'
and try to figure out whats really happening to me
i stretched my arms to the side
then my right foot is tickling somebody
he .... to the floor and swearing "what the fu..."
"oh im sorry, so sorry, r u Ok?",fuck , of course he didnt ,he must be mad at me ,
and going to punch me in the face, i helped him up
"im so sorry i didnt see you"
"naah, its ok, im ok",surprisingly he's not mad at me, thank God,
and then he smiled at me,"so ",
im zoning out because of his georgeous eyes for a moment
and then ,since his coffee are soaked in the floor, i said" how about,ill get you another one?".
He seems half surprised and raised an eyebrow,
and then he grinned
"oh , ok, the dark one , please"
"great ,just sit here". I go to the counter and order another one.
"The same one?".The waitres asked me.
"No ,the dark please", i said while my eyes pointed in him.
Seems the waiters realize it,"ow course, he always drink that in the morning".
"Is he always come here?". i asked her,
"Yeah, sort of, around 9 or 10 maybe".
i handed her the bill and go fast to where he sit.
"There you go"i give him the cup
"thanks". he said and then smiles
I decided to sit down beside him,i got a little nervous
if i sat in front of people ive never known before
"so, whats your name?",
and fuck, i havent decided the name for the new 'me',
"whats wrong? dont remember your own name?",hes grinning,and laugh a little
"uhm, im alex", yeah, thats my old name too, but it doesnt matter,
because alex could be a girl or a boy.

thats when i met the boy who has the most georgeous eyes ive ever seen
God, im just such a typical teenage girl
i just couldnt stop thinking about him anyway
the way he smiles , the way he's thinking an then he raised an eyebrow
that was so fucking cute

to be continued

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Bullet For My Valentine "Ga Ngurusin Model Rambut"

Okay, I wouldn’t write this article in english , cuz I know there’s lots of webzine had already written about them.

Bullet For My Valentine adalah band beraliran metalcore yang memulai debutnya sebagai pengusung grunge dan metal dengan meng-cover lagunya Mettalica dan Nirvana . Sebelum bernama Bullet For My valentine , band yang dibentuk pada tahun 1998 oleh Matthew "Matt" Tuck (rhythm guitar dan vocals), Michael "Padge" Paget (lead guitar) dan Michael "Moose" Thomas (drums) saat masih kuliah musik di Bridgend College , bernama Jeff Killed John.

Jeff killed john pernah merilis 2 single yang dikemas dalam format CD pada tahun 2002, yang diproduksi oleh Greg haver dengan nama You/Play With Me.
Tahun 2002 adalah jaman-jamannya Nu-Metal berjaya, terbukti dengan Korn dan LimpBizkit yang banyak diminati anak muda, Jeff Killed John ingin mengikuti trend tersebut dengan harapan dapat dilirik oleh perusahaan rekaman. Pada saat mereka akan memasuki studio rekaman bassist Crandle keluar , dan posisinya digantikan oleh Jason”Jay “ James.

Saat kepopuleran Nu-metal menurun seiring berjalannya waktu, mereka mengganti nama band dengan Bullet For My Valentine. Dan band ini memilih memainkan musik yang benar-benar mereka inginkan daripada memainkan musik yang sama dengan selera pasar saat itu.
Pada tahun 2002-2005 adalah saat-saat perjuangan mereka untuk mendapatkan kontrak dari label terkenal. Dan akhirnya usaha mereka membuahkan hasil. Dalam suatu konser musik di London, Roadrunner menunjukkan ketertarikan pada mereka dan menawarkan perjanjian. Tapi BFMV menolaknya dan akhirnya memilih Sony BMG . Alasan mereka untuk memilih Sony BMG karena lebih banyak kesempatan untuk mereka didalam kontraknya.

Tentang aliran:
Musik Bullet for My Valentine telah dikategorikan sebagai melodic metalcore, metalcore, heavy metal, dan thrash metal. Dari nu-metal kini lebih mengarah ke old school thrash metal.
Band ini terpengaruh oleh band-band seperti Metallica, Annihilator, Pantera, Machine Head, Iron Maiden, Testament, Stuck Mojo, Slayer, Judas Priest dan Megadeth.

Band ini mempengaruhi musik mereka dari segi vocal yang catchy, riff gitar yang agresif sekaligus melodius. Scott Alisoglu, seorang reviewer dari Blabbermouth.net mengatakan bahwa band ini band yang harmoni lagunya lebih mudah ditebak , dan cocok menjadi hits di MTV dibandingkan dengan band Swedia , yaitu In Flames.

Ketika band ini disinggung tentang penampilan mereka, para anggotanya berkomentar bahwa mereka tidak akan mengubah penampilan ataupun musik mereka untuk tujuan komersil. Tuck(vocalist) berkata,“Tanpa bermaksud kasar , kami lebih berminat pada musik kami daripada meributkan gaya rambut kami”.

Komen:
Menurut saya selain musik BFMV adalah metal yang masih easy listening walaupun terdapat banyak scream dalam lagu-lagu mereka. Banyak menonjolkan sektor drum dan gitar(teknik permainan gitar yang menghasilkan solo melodius serba cepat). Walaupun disebut-sebut beraliran trashmetal, tapi band ini tidak meninggalkan ciri-ciri punkrock didalamnya, masih terdapat beat-beat drum yang cukup cepat.

Info tambahan:
HeavyMetalBand pengusung: Black Sabbath, Led Zeppelin, Deep Purple, Judas Priest, Motorhead, Iron Maiden.

ThrashMetalBand pengusung: Metallica, Megadeth, Anthrax, Testament, Slayer, kreator, Sepultura.

Discography:

Scream Aim Fire
Release Date: January 28, 2008
Label: Zomba

Tears Don't Fall [2 Track CD]
Release Date: June 17, 2006
Label: Ada UK

Poison
Release Date: February 14, 2006
Label: Ada UK

Hand of Blood: Live at Brixton
Release Date: October 20, 2006
Label: Sony BMG

Hand of Blood
Release Date: August 23, 2005
Label: Trustkill

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