Sabtu, 01 Mei 2010

Fiction (Boys Love Or??)

- Title: the drummer
- Author: Myself
- Pairing: Alex/Frank
- Rating: PG 13
- Summary: Just read it OK!!
- POV: First Person.
- Authors Note: I made this story last year.I havent update yet.U wait OK??
- Dedications: Anyone who reads and comments ♥
- Disclaimer:Originally mine.



its was 3 oclock in the morning

i forced muself to get up, or i would pee in my pants
i walk lazyly into a closet
when i look at the mirror i shock
i thought there was someone else in the room beside me
but the reflection in the mirror is not including me
WTF ...is happening to me
i felt so dizzy, i must be drinking too much last night
the reflection has the same motion like i did
so i decided it was me, in another look
i have no breast , i have no v...., bonus, i have an adam apple and a p...
what the fuck was happening to me
this cant be my body
and i must be dreaming
i decided to pee 'in regular way' before i get back to sleep
wishing that its just a dream
a weird one

but when i wake up in the morning
everything is still the same, i sigh
9 am, and i still have a p....
fuck, i sweared i cursed ...
but hell, nothings change,
i try to go out to chill my self out, and keep thinking what to do next
since im far from my parents, i feel save
and they wouldnt be shocked
thank God, i was such a boyish girl so i use my old shirt and shorts,
even the shirt is too tight and my shorts hanging low on my hips
great,the shorts is still fit in me
i took my hoodie and wear it as i walk to the coffee shop in the next block of my apartement
i opened the door, i looked around and no one recognize me
maybe they thought i was a new guy who just moved down here
i walk groggyly to the counter, and order a drink i usually buy
theres couples of girl looking at me , from up to down,another giggling, and they smiled at me
and i smiled back at them

i look at the empty chair and sit down there for a while
just thinking how to move on my fucking life 'with this body'
and try to figure out whats really happening to me
i stretched my arms to the side
then my right foot is tickling somebody
he .... to the floor and swearing "what the fu..."
"oh im sorry, so sorry, r u Ok?",fuck , of course he didnt ,he must be mad at me ,
and going to punch me in the face, i helped him up
"im so sorry i didnt see you"
"naah, its ok, im ok",surprisingly he's not mad at me, thank God,
and then he smiled at me,"so ",
im zoning out because of his georgeous eyes for a moment
and then ,since his coffee are soaked in the floor, i said" how about,ill get you another one?".
He seems half surprised and raised an eyebrow,
and then he grinned
"oh , ok, the dark one , please"
"great ,just sit here". I go to the counter and order another one.
"The same one?".The waitres asked me.
"No ,the dark please", i said while my eyes pointed in him.
Seems the waiters realize it,"ow course, he always drink that in the morning".
"Is he always come here?". i asked her,
"Yeah, sort of, around 9 or 10 maybe".
i handed her the bill and go fast to where he sit.
"There you go"i give him the cup
"thanks". he said and then smiles
I decided to sit down beside him,i got a little nervous
if i sat in front of people ive never known before
"so, whats your name?",
and fuck, i havent decided the name for the new 'me',
"whats wrong? dont remember your own name?",hes grinning,and laugh a little
"uhm, im alex", yeah, thats my old name too, but it doesnt matter,
because alex could be a girl or a boy.

thats when i met the boy who has the most georgeous eyes ive ever seen
God, im just such a typical teenage girl
i just couldnt stop thinking about him anyway
the way he smiles , the way he's thinking an then he raised an eyebrow
that was so fucking cute

to be continued

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