Not A looser

April 11. 09

here i am drowning in a deep down regret
i couldnt realizes my own promisess
God, why dont u send me
someone who could help me fix this things out
im almost give up
im not ready for other people would say about me
im not a jerk
not a loser
i still have a chance
but i dont know how to use it please tell me God

i know im not good in this stuff
but at least you give me a way out
so i can prove it to everybody i knew
that im not that stupid

show me what i meant to thiss world
am i wworth to live

my life should have a purpose, shouldnt i?
my life must be have any purposes